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well...today will be interesting...my OS triggers are likely to be around. but i am aware of it more deeply this time...so we'll see....yep, sweets won't fill that empty hole for me not even a little....it's more like self destruction impulse out of my hatred of my self and how I feel....so i will try to just let those thoughts float in an out of my head without latching on to them...they are just very temporary thoughts!
hope all of you are ok...gotta take my cold bath since i have not hot water....
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