[Tazman53]

Evan we are all different, although I am not a musician nor an artist there are many things over my years of drinking that alcohol slowly took from me, looking at it now I see that I actually gave those things away to drink.

I am 21 months sober and just recently have found the desire to return to many things I enjoyed before alcohol took me over.

My advice would be to take things as they come, in thier own time, be patient, focus on recovery for now, the rest will come.

I would imagine as a musician that your creativity will return with a new focus, it could be on recovery, it could be on your past, or a combo of the 2.

Welcome to SR, it will all come with time if it is meant to be, time takes time so just be aware that nothing happens overnight, just keep working at your recovery as hard as you are now and things will work out.