(((Carol)))
I can't blame you for being frightened by that treatment.
But, there's a member of our community, shutterbug, who has those treatments regularly. And she's very happy with the outcome of them.
She has a thread of her own, and she shares on the bipolarworld thread. Please do take the time to post to her. See what she has to say. She's very very helpful.
Oh, and I can tell you this. She's gonna tell you to read the book by Patty Duke!
Wishing you serenity...
Shalom!