So Sunday afternoon, he and the boys came home from their visit with family. I avoided RAH at all cost for the rest of the day. Monday morning, as I am arriving at work, he calls and badgers me again. I tell him that he is upsetting me and I dont want to go into work upset, but he continues on. Finally when I realize how badly my hands are shaking, I tell him I gotta go and hang up. My boss could see I was upset and reminded me to take deep breaths... Well, within 30 minutes I had a full blown anxiety attack. I work directly with patients so this is NOT a good thing, especially for that reason. And I had been taking Xanax 3 times a day since Friday. Imagine if I hadnt!!! A few hrs later, RAH shows up at my job - get this- so I could take him to lunch since it was his bday!! I said No way, and told him about the anxiety attack. He was apologetic and acted concerned. My boss later told me to tell him he is not welcome at the office unless he has an appt with him. Now RAH is acting the ever-loving husband, deeply concerned for my mental health...
If he'd just leave me alone, I'd be fine!!! Why doesnt he get that???
