HEY FAMILY.
TODAY I WOKE UP IN A FUNK. SOMETIMES I WISH I COULD TURN BACK TIME AND DO THINGS DIFFERENT ONLY IF I KNEW WHAT I KNOW NOW. AND THEN SOMETIMES I WISH I COULD SPEED UP TIME. I DON'T KNOW, ALL I KNOW IS THAT I'M VERY GRATEFUL FOR WAKING UP THIS MORNING CLEAN/SOBER. I WENT TO MASS THIS MORNING;SOMETHING I'VE BEEN MEANING TO DO FOR A WHILE NOW. I'M FEELING AGAIN AND I ASSUME THAT'S
NORMALI AM SO USE TO COVERING THOSE FEELINGS UP NOT ONLY WITH CRACK/ALCOHOL, BUT WITH SEX, FOOD, STEALING, JUST EVERYTHING ELSE, BUT WHAT I'M SUPPOSE TO BE DOING. I FORGET SOMETIMES WHAT I NEED TO BE DOING AND THAT'S PUTTING MY RECOVERY FIRST!
WELL I NEED TO GET READY TO GO TO WORK, IF GOD'S WILLING I'LL COME BACK TONIGHT. THANKS EVERYONE FOR BEING APART IN MY RECOVERY.
HAVE A BLESSED DAY.