Hi, thanks for the reply!
I have not tried NA, but I have seen several therapists and have been put on many different kinds of meds. Nothing really seems to work. I probably need to go back since I am actually ready to sort things out at this piont. It is always so difficult to get to know a counselor and feel comfortable sharing things with them.
About the drugs, I was a cocaine addict for over 5 years. It was almost a daily habbit. I have been clean since the first week in April 2008. I cut cold turkey and thought I could handle it on my own... maybe not.
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Originally Posted by historyteach  On the other hand, you say that you are "paranoid" about people, and drug yourself to make it all go away. I'm sure you know that's not a healthy response to your own feelings. Have you considered getting support yourself?
You don't say what type of drugs or how much. Perhaps NA is the answer. Or just choosing a healthier lifestyle. Talking out your feelings with a counselor may be a good starting point for you too. Certainly coming here and talking about things was a start. Continue to talk it out. You'll find your way. 
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