Thanks for the reply nandm..
What I meant was "take on a role"..not a "roll"
Anyway...Alcohol is very "good" for my social anxiety. But after, it's horrible! Hangovers are hell...
I probably should abstain from everything but I find it rather difficult. I feel free when I drink, I get to be honest and outgoing. But once I get too much I tend to get annoying, not knowing my boundaries. Well, alcohol does that to you, but for me it gets very extreme sometimes...Overload!
I think weed does the exact opposite from alcohol...I get extremely selfconcious and feel extremely stupid. It's like it unwires my brain and I can't think properly..But there's something about it that I like since I keep smoking it..or maybe my ego is getting in my way.."I must be able to smoke this without terrible consequenses!"...well, no..
