| I've relapsed and need support
I posted a thread a few weeks ago about a relationship i'm kind of in, in my recovery house. Last night i just couldn't cope with how i felt and secretly had a drink in my room. No one has found out so i can stay in the house, but now i just feel worse! I'm heartbroken cos i can't have this relationship with this man in the house and i'm hungover and look awful cos i've been crying my eyes out. I can't cope with all these feelings i've got for him. I've been through such a lot in my life and am shocked that i can't handle this. I'm more worried about this than the fact i've had a drink. The drink DID make me feel better last night. It was a huge relief. That scares me. I really appreciated everyone who responded before and i'm reaching out for more support.
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