[The_Hammer]

It is incredible; the way I can take advantage of a direct blessing from God. I had no idea of the scope of things that my wife took care of. Yes, I remember living alone prior to this. But my personal life was so much more streamlined than this; I got drunk, I ate here and there, I went to work and passed out. Simple.

Our home is and was much more responsible, complicated and spread out. But I kept the drunks pattern going to a greater degree. I went to work, ate, hit a meeting and crashed. MAybe play with Jordie if my back wasn't a knife in my spine.

Hindsight is always 20/20. And what a fantastic way I have of forgetting thing that matter. Now that I am on my own, I realize what a great boon to my existence my wife was/is. This is a good thing now that we're separated, because I not only learned her worth, but I get the experience of life I did not have. God is good.