[cali]

(((Nina))) miss ya here! Whatever the status, please post--we need you!!

Yeah, the "daily" struggles with life...the everyday in and out stuff...
it's everything I drank over and surely ate over....and hands down, "relationships" I don't care what kind they are, or how they are related, are extremely difficult for this addict...
the trials I am going through with one person (family member) in particular can send me to "shut down mode"....self preservation......I tend to not eat at all when it flares up...
That's just not healthy either.....
"Acceptance is the answer to all of my problems today"......
Good Lord it's tough at times....

So-it brings me back to the reality that I can only take care of me-I have no control over how others choose to behave....even though they like to try and "suck me in"...
someone once told me that "you don't have to join every fight you're invited to".

<<deep breath>>
have a good day!