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Wrapped a present for my mom, wrapped it really pretty with her favorite things dangling from the big gold bow and ribbon. Every time I look at it I tear up. My daughter wants her to come over Christmas Eve, I do to, yet I don't. It;s so hard this time of year....I just want my mom. The other day was at the store saw her car in the parking lot. Went in the store, smesed her in there..but did not see her. My dad was with me ..he said she said something rude to him and was hiding in the aisles from me! I don't know..I have to grieve her granted, But she is here, my daughter loves her....I am just sad tonight, not really depressed, though I can feel it slowly creeping up on me. Just thought I'd share what's on my mind, kinda take the heaviness from my heart. Thanks for listening. Love you guys.....