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Toomutch · 05-23-2008, 11:20 AM

I really do not want to go on like this. I had to leave work early yesterday because of rapid heart beat, body jerks loss of coordination and numbness.
The principal at the school where I work wanted to call 911, but instead called my husband as I requested.
My husband picked me up from work and was quite supportive. Trouble is his inconsistency. He told me to rest and took good care of managing the household. Until today
He called up screaming at me because there are things he wants me to get done... I cannot get any of it done, I feel awful.

Im so sick of his bullsh*t. I am so sick of pain and dizziness and brain fog.
If it weren't for my kids I would be done with this life. A may as well be drinking. At least I wouldn't feel anything that way.
I just want to check out!

05-23-2008, 11:20 AM	#1 (permalink)
Toomutch with a new light in my eyes Join Date: May 2007 Location: Littleton, Co. Posts: 3,178	In a world of hurt... I really do not want to go on like this. I had to leave work early yesterday because of rapid heart beat, body jerks loss of coordination and numbness. The principal at the school where I work wanted to call 911, but instead called my husband as I requested. My husband picked me up from work and was quite supportive. Trouble is his inconsistency. He told me to rest and took good care of managing the household. Until today He called up screaming at me because there are things he wants me to get done... I cannot get any of it done, I feel awful. Im so sick of his bullsh*t. I am so sick of pain and dizziness and brain fog. If it weren't for my kids I would be done with this life. A may as well be drinking. At least I wouldn't feel anything that way. I just want to check out! __________________ The secret of health for both mind and body is not to mourn for the past, not to worry about the future, or not to anticipate troubles, but to live in the present moment wisely and earnestly.