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Barb,

When you mentioned "timing" of doing activities of Daily Life--absolutely, I alter my schedule to fit what I think will be the easiest "time" for me to venture forth, or when is the best "time" to use the bus, as the rowdy teens coming home from school practically initiates a panic attack, etc...

It is truly strange when one examines his or hers methods of preparing themselves for an event, and then, not go--I've done this so many times in my work life that people looked at me like I was an alien--which, in fact, was the feeling I carried with me.

It is exhausting, to say the least, to live this way, and I am with ya, Barb. It makes me sad, actually. I hope that my procedure will help me feel more secure but that is an unknown.