| One thought on the subject that immediately comes to my mind is you don't have to worry about abuse issues with the morphine pump since you can not adjust it yourself. That is a positive thing. My personal thoughts are that my HP didn't get me sober to have me miserable so unless I deal with my physical pain I can not be the person I am capable of being. Pain can create irritability, lack of concentration, anxiety, depression, and a whole array of other symptoms. I am sure it is a difficult decision but hopefully you will find a bright new world opened up for you when it is done.
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NOTE: All BB quotes are from the 1st Edition of the Big Book Depression is not a sign of weakness. It is a sign of being too strong for too long. |