I guess I just want to be sure I'll survive in life, be able to enjoy the things I once did again, ... hm I wish I had never picked up a drink in the first place 3 years ago... but that's something I've accepted and am living one day at a time with... Day 10 btw all
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"Make a joke and I will sigh, and you will laugh, and I will cry. Happiness I can not feel, and love to me is so unreal." Loony from Rings of Power