Girl, I am so sorry. I can only imagine how hard this must be for you.
It's the worst feeling in the world when friends aren't there for you in
the times you need them, so I'm so for what you are feeling.
Keep talking to us, and know that there ARE plenty of people who do care.
I know in the dark times it always is hard to remember that people care, but they do, more people than you probably realize.
