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Originally Posted by XxJUSTSAYNOxX  as far as my mother being my primary support resourse, that is not true. i am, and have always been absolutely honest about everything i tell her, including when i started using a needle to shoot opioids. |
Just for the record, I thought perhaps your mother wasn't your best primary support because me impression was that you were having a hard time being honest with her due to, perhaps, the potential of a friend of hers investing in a business idea of yours? Anyway, this is what you said that caught my eye in your first post:
"i have been having suicidal thoughts, however i do receive alot of support from my mother who is a therapist and has worked with many drug/alcohol addicts, however i have been lying to her lately telling her that i have given up alcohol except for saturdays, and have quit smoking, which i haven't."
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am glad you are finding it easier to not drink and it does sound to me like you are taking good steps foward. That's great and I hope you keep going! I think you are on a road to a healthier you.