[Imagine]

Ben Franklin said..."an idiol mind is the devil's playground." In my case my living condistion grows active, and fear of the unknown starts to take over. The only three things I have to keep that playground close, and my addiction in check is steps 1,2, & 3. God is opening another door, and only with the courage that he gives me will I go thru it. It's none of my concern what's on the other side, I will find out when I get there. My only concern is working my program daily, because when I don't I laps right back into idiolness. Just for today, I'm powerless over my addiction. Just for today, I going to believe in a power greater than myself and my addiction. Just for today, I'm turning my WILL and my LIFE over to the care of that power. Just for today, I'm not worring about the future. This does not mean I have it made with not a care in the world, it means I will work a daily program of recovery, that includes a graditude list. Also sharing more, talking more honestly with my sponsor. I have a very bad habit of just checking, saying everthings cool. Thats all I got, thanks for letting me share. I hope someone finds something they can use also. And thanks moontime, and garyw.