Welcome to SR and the MH forum!
I'm glad you've tried therapy and found one that was helpful.
Please continue to work with another. There sure seems to be many issues going on. Carol is right; your honesty will certainly be helpful in your recovery.
I can relate to getting through a crisis without feeling anything,
Then, later, analyzing it prior to feelings coming through. Don't know if there's any name for that though. It just is what it is.
I hope to see you often as we both grow in our recovery.
Shalom!