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wdstockguy;
Wow, you really need medical attention NOW. Please don't wait. I don't have insurance and I had a seizure last year, I could not get up after, my hands were bent funny and I could not move them. I had my roommate call an ambulance and I'm OK, but I would never fool around with something as serious as blood in my spit or tasting blood in my throat. You can always worry about payment later (the Hospital is there to serve you whether you have money or not, they will take payments, trust me). Go to the nearest ER or Clinic, then post and let us know how you are doing. They can also help you find help for your alcoholism. Stay away from drinking, go to an AA meeting after you get done at the ER or if they admit you, try to go to an onsite AA meeting at the hospital, most hospitals have them. Please. Do something now!
Love
Jaz
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Practice "self-compassion". Let go of those "stupid" everyday trivial things that can bring a recovering addict to their knees. Its more important to focus on yourself and love yourself even if you do "mess-up a bit". |