| Everything all of you are saying makes so much sense.
My head, my heart, and my gut all tell me I MUST STOP. It's my head that messes me up, though. I always find myself playing games with... of all people, myself.
Staying sober today will be easy for me, since I'm feeling pretty miserable (physically) and mentally (guilty). Part of me wishes that I could feel this way every day so I don't screw up again and again and again.
Again. At least I can say that word. I'm thankful for that...
SO -- I'll just have to make it day one. AGAIN |