[Tazman53]

Thank you Jen, I have been blessed, I have not had that feeling in quite a while, fleeting thoughts, but not a real urge/need, I have 20 months, your share helps folks like me remember that when I least expect it is when my disease may try to jump up and bite me in the rear no matter how much time I have.

You continue to live it in the day even after 17 years, that is awesome, your experience maintains my hope and gives me strength, thank you Jen.