| Great words, all three of you. Thanks!
I know deep down that i should walk away from him. I am also going to seek therapy, as i have known for a while that i have issues when it comes to relationships, even at the best of times. I get so needy it actually makes me hate myself.
I think about the person 24/7, and end up drinking because i am fed up with just waiting for their next call! Or because i am worried that they have gone off me! Usually i have been with men who indulge me in this, and call / text/ see me lots and lots of times during the day. This guy is far more aloof than that, so i usually end up texting him. These last few days i thought i'd wait for him to text me, but he didn't so i ended up drinking as i felt lonely just waiting. Crazy. That is why i think i am better off on my own, then i have no one else to worry about except me. |