| Butterfly,
I think you are making the changes that are going to make a difference in your son's life. You know, there is still much you can do for him, he still looks pretty young to me. There is still plenty of time to love and mother your "big guy."
Least,
Stop saying ridiculous things on Butterfly7's thread. You know, of course you do, that God loves you, or you wouldn't still be here. You are so caught in the triangle of self-obsession that you can't see that someone else (Butterfly) is in pain here, and you have hijacked her thread with your need. We know that you are sick, and that all this is coming from your pain. You are forgiven by God and by everyone here for worrying us to death all the time!!! Do what you have to do to stop this pain, get help.
kj |