Yh i know the feeling too chiniyta. I see and also have a lot of mates who make me feel sad and shocked. When i hear about some of their drinkign episodes im like "whaaaaat!?" but then i rememebr my drinking - i, like you, can't and dont judge these ppl. It is a harsh, painlful reminder. However i know staying sober is important - as i can hopefully be an example to those still suffering.
A couple of my closest mates will admit they're alcoholic but still drink - (i did this too) One of them just tells me straight out she is simply not ready to give up drinking despite the constant drama's and blackouts and all the rest of the baggage we get from alcoholism.Its sad, frustrating- and also v worrying as she is only young (20 like me) and gets into a lot of cr*p - some of it v dangerous. But theres nothin i can do- except be there for her and be an example. Thanks for your honest post, i really identify with how u feeling right now
