 Celebrate?
I guess I could...but....
I'm happy for you...during this time...that you have the strength to celebrate. I really think most mothers that celebrate this day...DON'T have kids. Grandmas and mother visiting their kids have reason to jump up fer joy at this blessed day...but as far as the mommi's in the trenches...with the crappy mariages....like me....it still sucks. Yes...I'm one of those moms that stays in it for the kids...and I've been a single mom...AND THAT SUCKS WORSE! I'm not feeling it. No poor me...just count me out...just for today...all day...one day at a time. No buffett. No flowers...puuuulease...bought my own chocolate. Gonna watch some reality tv and hide in the girlz room fer most of the day. THAT sounds perfect to me!
Still SOBER and CLEAN...and LOVING IT! |