| tomorrow i will call our local substance abuse place and see if they would pay for me to go back to rehab. if they won't, i will call the salvation army. i will explore all possible ways to get sober. i need help in detoxing cause it's so bad now. i need to be closely supervised and helped thru withdrawal. i surrender to God, my higher power, i admit i can't do this by myself. i need help. i need serious help. the alcohol is killing me and i don't want to die. not like this.
i need a medically supervised detox cause i'm afraid of the withdrawals. i will call tomorrow to see about getting help. |