| Creative,
I lost my husband a few years back and I too relapsed. (I actually relapsed while he was dying of brain cancer) I had 8 yrs clean. So I do know what you are talking about. I too have re-married and had to get clean again. My husband is very understanding and a sweetheart which makes getting clean even more important to me. Today I have 110 days clean.
You can do this! Sheila |