| You said you had a month sober then you had a drink. Some of my new-found associates at NA tell me that relapse is more common right around an anniversary, for us, 30 days is the first big anniversary. Some of us think "Hey, I've been good. I did a whole month. I deserve to reward myself. I'll have a beer (pill, line, whatever our DOC was). That may be why you did this right at a month. This disease is soooo cunning. You'll know next time to be on your guard around your anniversaries. Just my 2 cents, maybe it applies to you??? Let me know if you think that could be it.
kj |