| Having suicide daydreams
Hi I usually post in the family and friends section...I'm here because I'm depressed, lonely and disillusioned after cutting ties with alcoholics and cutting back on my own drinking. I'm having nightmares and anxiety attacks related to work and the people I have to stay away from.
My job is stressing me so much that I couldn't go in today, had to take a mental health timeout. I'm losing faith in other people and all of my projects seem to be hitting dead ends.
I'm on St. John's wort but may have to go back to something stronger because the urge to bag it is becoming very strong.
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Look at this, it's me, walking away.
Look at you drowning, on display.
Every time I've dropped by, I've tried to say
The water is rising.
You don't want to stay.
--REM
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