paulos, Buddy I could relate to what you are going through
all of yous believe it or not,the only time I feel my self
is when I'm at S.R, helping others feel better,and
sharing my stories of Strength, and Hope,but Yeah:
I fight with the same feelings at once it takes a told on me
remember we had medicated our self numb to everything
that now all those feelings are going to surface up and when they do It's not a pretty feeling,But hang in there Buddy Talk about it that
Helps allot share don't be afraid to be honest with what you are feelings.
