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Hey Paul, yeah i feel like that sometimes. Mostly in the mornings, because everyone else is going to work and being productive while i just stay in bed or mope around the place. It is like a trembling inside, butterflys in my stomach, anxiety coming out of nowhere. I worry about the future, about my health, about everything. Then when i get into bed at night, it all goes away because i know that that is where i belong and i dont have to do anything else. I am trying to change all this, to find productive things to do even if im not working. Spring is here, and there is the garden to whip into shape, there is the beach to take my puppy to. Anything that will make me feel better about myself i must do, not just stay in bed. I wish you well, and hope you can find some way to enjoy things again.
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