Yeah! I know the feeling I'm 3-months clean,and I still haven't found the strength, and courage, to go out into the Wild, meaning,
to be a fit Member to society, I got 5 months with out working
and just today I went out to and appointment with my husband
and felt pretty Good about traveling to Manhattan, thats the City of N.Y.
and decided that it was time to go back to work,but then I felt like red warning flags, like some kind of fear, and not confidence, enough. so
I guess that I got to listen to my intuition, or spiritual side, or to my in- stings, what ever you want to call it,that's my way of knowing is not time to go back.
