| Sorry that you are faced with this struggle. Teach said it best and I can't think of anything I could add. I just wanted to say I am thinking of you and do hope you find a solution that works for you.
One thing I can add is that many times the YWCA offers sliding scale therapy/counseling for sexual abuse, depression, etc... I went for about a year to work on my sexual abuse issues and I think it cost me like $10 per session. It might be well worth checking into.
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NOTE: All BB quotes are from the 1st Edition of the Big Book Depression is not a sign of weakness. It is a sign of being too strong for too long. |