Greetings All,
Just wanted to introduce myself. My nickname is Heartbreaker. I am not sure what to say or where to start. I can't even come up with an exact sober date!!
but its only about 10 days. I was doing ok for a bit and slipped. I got back up real quick and so its been a solid 10.
Anyway I'm tired of my life and need to fix it. My drug of choice is painkillers. I got started on them because I have a bad knee,neck and back. My only problem now is dealing with the pain.
I started taking Suboxone but not through a Dr. I got them from a friend. It does wonders for the withdrawls and does help with my pain but I'm afraid I am gonna turn in one dirty habit for another which seems to be a pattern with me. Plus, the more I read the more worried I get about what to expect when its time to give up the Suboxone.
I know your probably saying to yourself..."she better see a Dr." and your right, I just wanted to give them a try before I started the BIG ball rolling...Ya Know?
Anyway...thats it for now....if you want to know more about me....I guess we will have to chat!!!
See Ya around the forum...
Heartbreaker