| I too am a young person struggling with 100% recovery... It seems when things start going well for me, I throw it all away and end up blacked out and saying or doing something stupid. Or dragging my parents through another relapse. It sure is painful for me every relapse, but I do know that if I didn't stop it would only get worse and I would be right back to where I was before. And my loved ones are getting sick and tired of it. I guess I have to take a long look at myself and try to see a better life for myself without ANY mood altering substances that aren't prescribed to me. It fricken sucks because I am an addict and I naturally seek out these things, but darn it. What does it take for me to get it? How much more pain do I need to cause for myself? I fricken hate to be hung over... |