| I did miss a point you had though: Yes I have been affiliated with AA for many years, but unfortunetly I find myself in the position of too embarassed to walk back in. Aside from the longwinded stories it would take to explore the full reasoning---in my area all the meetings have been graced with the glorious lunacy of my drunk and preaching in some god forsaken tone of grandiosity. Subsequently of course I would show up the next day shaking like the last leaf on the tree. 10 years of walking in and out, and I think that door is closed---but before anyone else jumps on it: yes I could still go to a meeting, but I choose not to anymore. Be that my disease or I talking, I don't know. Input is always welcome though! I must be overthinking this, which mention it as such, is perhaps overthinking the thinking in and of itself.
Blech!
-Skye |