I'm so disappointed with my self
for not having the courage,or willingness to say NO
to that first cigarette after coming to S.R. three months ago
I had ask God to help me live everything including cigarette's,
and through his Grace I did but until yesterday I star it
smoking again I'm angry at my husband because off his stupid
compulsive behaviors, and destructed ways, please don't
get me wrong no one makes no one smoke or do anything
but been with my husband is like racing a 5 years old
God Help me
