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"I told him I would not move out there until he had a place, job, something to do with himself everyday."
DeathNAddiction, my XAF did the same. It was easier for him to go back to a former girlfriend who didn't care if he kept his word, who didn't mind having a one-sided relationship. I wouldn't marry him because he wouldn't keep his word, cheated on me, didn't respect me. She married him; God help them both.
Don't blame yourself for not living with a man who is dishonest. Forgive yourself for the mean things you said. I've done it too with loved ones and I regret it every day. Turn it over to God and begin a new day and life.
ClassySista, I lived your life on a part-time basis. It is hell on earth. God bless and take care of you.
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Claudia
somewhere distant, the hurricane still spins
he rages and destroys, and believes that he wins
but here in my world, the tempest far away
i rebuild, rejoice and move forward, in halcyon days |