| Ok I have the address it is sunday morning and..I get a taxi..go to the address..I ask the taxi driver to wait...well I spoke spanish..I ask people about the AA meeting and no one knew about a AA meeting at this address(catholic church)...In the web site it said 11 domingo..thats today..at this address. This is normal here..sooo I get in the Taxi and come home...well at least I can say I tried,,this is the address of several meetings..so
I will talk to a priest at a chuch closer to where I live to get another address and time for a AA meeting..thinking I need to just put energy into organizing my things in my house for the trip back to america May 7th..
Today I like me..I know Im an alcoholic. I drank this morning before going to the AA meeting. All the pain went away..I didnt feel sick anymore I had energy..this is not good. Then I remembered when I was younger in my 20īs..I use to love the morning buzz...How I remember thinking I would rather cut off one of my arms... then to stop drinking... |