Well, here's a bit of an update;
Mom's had surgery. Other than the fact that they tore her skin again, (very fragile skin), she came out fine. Thank goodness!
My ex had another heart attack. He's home now. He'll be out of work for a few weeks. Wish I could be -- but without the heart attack!
Trevor is out on a run again. After he conned me, I called and told him not to bother calling me again. I'm sorry I did that, but, it is what it is.
I've been playing out in the gardens and the yard for the past three days. My body is aching, but, the lettuces, spinach, kale and broccoli are in; the leaves are raked and mostly burned; the flower garden is 1/3 of the way weeded; my patio is set up as is my porch. I broke my lawn mower yesterday, though, and have to find out what to do about it. And I need to do something fast, cuz the front yeard is a jungle! LOL!
I haven't smoked in 7 days now!
I have twice now forgotten to take the medicine -- Chantix. Although it's great stuff; I really don't have any cravings to speak of! I think I've just been too busy in the yard to think about it! LOL!
I am only taking 100 mg of the buproprion. I'm supposed to be taking 200 mg. But, I started getting that "forgettfulness" and tenseness. I don't want to go back to that again. It's been since 9 April. I'm feeling good, though, so, I'm sticking with it.
I didn't tell the doc, nor did I tell my counselor. My bad, yes. I will when I see them next. It will be a month by then, and then, they cannot tell me how "bad" it will be for me. Cuz, the doc still doesn't understand how easily I get effected by meds. She wanted to up them after just 4 weeks, even though I had told her what happened to me before! And my counselor, who knows, would still have to sing the "party line." So, I'll tell them when I have evidence that I know what's best for me.
I guess that's about it. I'm taking a break from yard work now. I gotta take a shower and get some lunch. I'm starving! LOL!
Shalom!