| Hi Tay,
Um..just gonna ramble here. I don't struggle anymore and I think the reason is that I've surrendered. I can't really put the actual act of it into words..but for me, I've given up my own control in this life to my HP. I don't have to struggle anymore with anything (people, places,things)..often times I STILL DO..but I really am getting to a point where "it's" not mine to struggle with anymore..
Have you done the first step? Maybe time to re-do that one if you have..
hugs
Karen |