What you need to do is go to the relationship/family/friends/forum and there you could find out more, and relate more to the other members that are experiencing the same Pain, and you could Identified with them,like 51Anna said forgiving is not for him is for you to release your self from those Baggages we intend to carry, I know your **** of but holding resentments It's not going to make matters better, been and addict whether to alcohol or drugs is a disease.
