hey B
pink clouds are cotton candy...you know as well as I do real life is about sometimes feeling crappy, feeling sad, even feeling hormonal - and the alcoholic, addictive part of us will use that to say 'hey see? life's no better...'
Just more lies to try and keep us down
there's no reward in using, Beth. I know you know that - it's your sig, dammit
It doesn't make bad things better, it makes everything bad...
hang in there - this will pass, I promise
take care
D