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Old 04-13-2008, 12:49 PM   #54 (permalink)
October
ghost in the machine
 
Join Date: Mar 2008
Location: on the floor
Posts: 256
thanks and (tears)

Thank you Aldo and Freedom.......the kindness i get here is moving.....

Thanks for all the nice things you both said.....i was beginning to think i was alone in this today, but you guys rescued me....more than you know in fact.

After i posted about my cutting, i found a suicide/self harm support site and posted there......but noone answered....it was not good for my state of mind.
PLEASE........never apologise to me for finding my posts to be hard to read or esoteric and unintelligible.....they often are. You guys are the best friends a guy could ever ask for and i count my blessings everyday i foud this place...and all of you. I know i have problems....it is so helpful and encouraging to know i am not alone in this. Being a cutter has caused me nothing but huge problems.....and scars i can't hide. I'm really struggling with not cutting last few days....i am so grateful for your company, kind words, and helpful insight....your posts moved me to tears as i was about to log off and go find .......well, things i shouldn't. I'm sorry.....i should have known you would be here for me. I won't make that mistake again. Humbly and sincerely yours.......Peace. O.
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I can't help the feeling.
I could blow through the ceiling.
If i could just turn and run.
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