| Alone and stringing the thread. In true long-winded, endlessly esoteric, lyrical ME style, i can't just stop here.
I have been consoled that i am NOT at risk for being thrown out, OR winding up drying out on some sterile ward. So with that said....here i sit, keeping the couch from flying up to the cieling....hunched over the keyboard.
It's seriously funny how little i would have said by now had this been a Live, interpersonal conversation....in fact, i doubt i would have evn said a word........funny how emotional detatchment facilitates interaction.
If you were sitting in this room right now, there would be silence i am sure. I have a major malfunction when it comes to conversation. Nodding and Smiling have gotten me THIS far, why fix it if it's not broken. This WILL be the last of these introspective type posts, for tonight. This particular piece of inner vision......of self perception helps me illuminate how important this site is...and how much i value you fine people.....my dear and only friends to be precise. I just wanted to say thank you for listening before my writer's candle extinguishes itself for the day/night/??......peace and serenity. |