| Enough of my ramblings.....sorry.
The novelist in me has to do that now and then i hope nobody minds....sorry about that.
The thing is.....i don't write about anything that is not painfully close to me.......close enough to breathe down my neck. You'll probably feel alot better if you talk about it has been said more than once.....if i knew what TO talk about without fear of people close to me getting worried or possibly god forbid, Judging me.....i would, i would. I AM.
Well, i'm trying anyway.
What really worries me is.....how can some stranger with some sparkling, expensive.....and often mysterious degree in somethingoranother know what is best for me.....yeah, i know i need Something, do i need to be Saved? CAN such a thing exist? What if......for ME, being saved is letting go....Running with the Moon and walking Alone. What if.....doing 100 miles an hour down an unknown road is what makes me Happy. What if....what if i'm crazy, what if i'm just overly sensitive, what IF I'M FINE with being a paranoid nervous constantly drinking trainwreck??!! But...erm, what if i'm wrong.
What if's are endless. |