| Hey lost,
Welcome to the site. I guess you know that alcohol is a depressant, thus it's probably exacerbating a lot of the feelings you have; certainly, for me, depression ceased to be so much of a factor in my life once I managed to quit drinking. Easier said than done, I know. The knowledge that you did quit for so long before might offer some confidence that it can be done again, perhaps, although I know it's not as simple as picking up and putting down on a whim. Are you planning or trying to quit, or HAVE you quit?
Anyway, this site proved very valuable to me, so I hope you keep reading and posting.
Best wishes,
Mick |