| Hello all..Im new here.
today i will not drink..i drink maybe a glass of wine a night..im usually to tired to drink when i get home from work. But if i can I will drink at lunch ,,you know spain has its famous 3 hour lunches,,but i know my liver is not filtering the alcohol because with one or 2 glasses of wine i can feel as if i drank a bottle..
i have to change my mind set...i want to move back to america..but im afraid. To me that is strange, I came to Spain not knowing Spanish.
I have been here and stayed because the people in Spain arent so critical. Itīs easy to be in your own world here,,which probably has hindered me. I really feel like a little girl..at 53. I dont want to take care of myself. Isnt that crazy.
Does this mean I will be alone the rest of my life because Im broken and I will not know how to have a man that is good for me? |