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Originally Posted by LegalLady  Some have asked what step I'm on
Step three
Its a hard one for me. Not because I don't believe in God. but cause I have a hard time believing in him for me. That's dumb I know. I'm working with that. |
Myself, I think my lack of trust in a hp dates back to childhood, the nuns explained the concept of free will regarding how a loving God could allow such suffering in the world, still hard for a suffering child to grasp that idea and internalize it.
I try not to compare my progress or lack of with that of anyone else, and you already have half the equation. God, your hp, does control the universe, so your fate is ultimately in he/she/it's hands. The other half, I strive to do the "next right thing".